Can't deny how you make me feel,
Not one other can do the same
But it's still not enough;
Yours I cannot remain.
Not many have made me feel as safe,
But there's so much at stake.
No one will ever understand,
Not even I.
Do the pros outweigh the cons?
It's a tricky one with you.
When you call, I can't help but give a response.
I want you around,
But I'd rather you stayed out of bounds.
I love my phone to pop up with your name,
But as someone mentions you,
I hide my face in shame; quick to disclaim.
How can you be what I want and what I don't need at the same time?
Even if I tried my close ones would not allow this to slide.
Fortunately or unfortunately I'm conflicted by what people have to say and think,
Oh my, this is one too many words, after one too many drinks.