I’m sorry I didn’t turn out the way you wanted me to be.
I’m sorry that your bare minimum was not enough for me.
I’m sorry that I will not let you lie in my face,
I will not let you boast in your inadequacy with so much grace.
I’m sorry that maybe I wish you’d never showed up,
You being physically here is certainly not enough.
I’m sorry that I can’t stand the phoniness,
I hate being on my own but if I had to choose to be with you, I’d choose the loneliness.
I’m sorry that I refuse to sail through a storm like it’s a sunny day.
I’m sorry that I can’t keep it moving and zip my issues away.
I’m sorry that other than acting like I know it all and I can do no wrong,
I want to take it at my own pace, heal and never pass this on.
... I’m sorry, I don’t think you wanted to see this sort of apology.
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